May 18, 2003.

lies and beers.

no no no you don't understand it's all my fault. see, if i hadn't been born than she probably would have had a better life. she would have been able to walk away. but she had to be there. for me. does it really matter if it's all okay now. am i really supposed to forget, just because then, i was a kid?

today

in the city, my cousin (39, attractive) and i. we stop in front a bench, i wonder why and look on it to see her husband with his girfriend. they stare at each other speechlessly for a minute. then very calmly she says

"can i have a word with you."

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