May 12, 2003.

will i ever?

i got mostly shit marks for my undergraduate degree, i failed three papers and i could not even complete my postgraduate diploma.

i didn't care then. i care now. depression is no excuse.

and here i am, doing my masters thinking that i will be able to achieve something when i haven't really achieved anything since the the third last year of secondary school.

redemption, maybe - trying to make myself feel better for what i really am.

a failure.

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