June 30, 2003.


so i told him the what, the when and the why. i didn't tell him the who and the where, but he didn't ask.

then, i spent the night and the morning crying, and then we were okay.

and that was it. i don't know what to make of all of this, i can only conclude that it really didn't matter.


"at the end of the day, all you did was kiss someone else. i can think of a million worse things you could have done."

he had been right. and when it comes down to it, i hadn't been worried about what i had done, but why i had done it.


"every couple has their problems. we just have to work through them."

maybe we will be okay. maybe we won't. i will just have to wait and see.

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