August 29, 2003.

this is it.

"you don't know what to feel."

so, dadi has died.

my whole life, i can not think of an instance where she has been nice, encouranging or even remotely grandmotherly. but for the whole time, she has been there.

the only thing that didn't change.

now she is gone, and i don't know what to feel.

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