September 22, 2003.

letting go.

it's hard to give up on something that i have spent my whole life dreaming about, especially after spending the weekend in bliss, forgetting everything i have been confused about for the past few months.

now that i have freedom, i don't know if i really want it.

i just want to be happy, but first i must learn to be happy within myself.

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