October 07, 2003.

life #$O)(&*)$#

excuse me, life. anytime you want to start making sense.

and i've told myself this before: things you least expect to happen happen when you least expect them to.

like a call from a boy at 10pm on a sunday night that you wrote of as a lost cause after three weeks of failed efforts.

and now, somehow, he has convinced me too cook him dinner on thursday night. i have never cooked dinner for anyone. ever.

nervous, yes.

(but i'm not complaining. no.)

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