March 23, 2004.


apparently, he is smitten.

me, i don't know. he is confusing me. but it is exciting. at the same time, it keeps me not bored and not lonely. it also keeps me in fear of michelle knocking on my door one day, demanding her boyfriend back. this also falls under excitement.

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me, i think i am falling in love again. before everything went wrong, things were more right than i have seen with anyone. maybe we were too young. maybe we still are.

but maybe, later, there is a future.

just not now.

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