March 28, 2004.
sometimes i don't know whether to smile because i know you, or cry because you're not with me.
and today, i don't know if i am feeling this way because i have spoken to you, or because i have been drinking, or because i have been drinking after i have spoken to you.
because normally, when i have been drinking i miss someone else. i think i am in love with someone else.
but today, i miss you. and i know i loved you. i told you this.
you really did bring out the best in me.