December 14, 2004.

how do i know if i really love him?

in my life, i have thought that i have been in love four times.

now, i know for certain that i have actually been in love for one out of those four, because he is the one i can not forget, no matter how content i think i am.

the other two, it is like they never existed.

and him? i think i love him so much. but i guess i won't be certain unless i lose him.

or unless we are together forever.

he is the only one i am not afraid of losing.

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