November 09, 2005.

no ordinary morning.

this was the song i was listening to when i was falling in love for the first time, again.
he recommended it to me.
i thought he was listening to it because he was falling in love with me.

it was a song about our future.
my future.

but i was not to know that.

If there was nothing that i could say
turned your back and you just walked away
leaves me numb inside i think of you
together is all i ever knew

We moved too fast but i had no sign
i would try to turn the hands of time
i looked to you for a reason why
the love we had passed me by

And as the sun would set you would rise
fall from the sky into paradise
is there no light in your heart for me
you've closed your eyes you don't longer see

There were no lies between me and you
you said nothing of what you knew
but there was still something in your eyes
left me helpless and paralysed

You could give a million reasons
change the world and change the tides
could not give me the secrets
of your heart and of your mind
in the darkness that surrounds me
now there is no peace of mind
your careless words undo me
leave the thought of us behind

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