March 02, 2004.

you never know.

"you never know" he would say.

i liked that. there were no presumptions about the future. no definite goodbye, no ending. it left you open, for dreams. hopes.

there was a while there when i thought i had no dreams, because someone i loved once told me my dreams were too big.

now, i have dreams again. different dreams, perhaps bigger and more difficult to achieve than the dreams i had before, but in my heart i know that one day they will come true, because i will make them.

i am determined.

it was the simple dreams that now may never come true.

perhaps we were never meant to be.

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