August 26, 2003.

gonna take a lot to drag me away from you.

certain songs that i'm sure i've never heard before arousing in me such vivid memories that i wonder if perhaps i have, in another lifetime.

i am reminded of my brother, and fiji, and riding skateboards down the driveway and my childhood that i would not wish upon anyone else yet i would not change for the world.

sometimes i miss him so much it feels that i am going to wither away.

to be young again, when everything was so simple. even the complicated things.

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